Shit! What the hell is my problem?

I swear I must be fuckin' nuts. No one sane would do the amount of crap I do and STILL feel as if he has enough time on his hands to pursue (however dysfunctional he is at doing it) a relationship!

Well, not that there's any ''relationship'' about what we got. Fuck, it's so annoyin'!! Sometimes I just wanna jump him, and others I just can't stop myself from punching him in that smug face of his. There ain't nothin' more frustrating than not being able to confess your feelin's to someone because they're stubborn or some shit. Ugh.

It's the same day after day, we see each other, then I try and have a normal conversation with him and after a few minutes it all goes wrong somewhere 'n that's it. He fucks off in a huff or I have to excuse myself to the bathroom an' fuckin' bang one out.

Crap... I gotta go.